Conventional Wisdom?

man, i’m a trainwreck. haha. it’s only been 2 days since I last wrote but I’m totally not feeling what I said in that. why was I so scared right then? realizations are coming about I guess in ways that I’m not expecting.

overall, i’m stoked for the adventure. you know it’s going to be big when you have no idea what is going to happen. there is only going to be a handful of changes like this in my life.

the first was from utah to florida. i wasn’t too young at the time, and the move was pretty tragic/weird. this will be much different. instead of being torn away from my friends by force and moved into a place i don’t really want to go to in the first place, I’m willingly leaving every friend I have and moving to a city that I do not know at all. it won’t be too bad - at least I don’t think it will be.

right? I like how I’m treating this like someone is reading on the other end. this is really just a lame way of saying how I feel. whoa.

whoa.